Vanessa's

I reallyreally dont know how to explain my mood right now, its 12am plus and i'm still awake. Hais trying to sort out my thoughts but it seems like its not working. Just finished my nlevel last month. Yeah and probably its time for me to find out more about courses and the school i wanna go. I really wonder how will next year be like. Because to me deep down i really feel like giving up in studies already, everything is too turf for me. I prefer to live that easy life, passing everyday like its not precious at all.

Anyway beside that, i guess i have decided to back off from that community? Because i know i'm not there for that reason, i'm there for another reason. And i wanna stop all the troubles, rumours and everything already. Since it wont make a difference if i'm there or not. Life still goes on, sessions still continue, laughter still goes on. I don't wanna be there just to make things difficult for my cousins. LETS LEAVE OKAY? I'm not touched by him yet, i'm still in this world that is doubting on some stuff. Friends there also all one kind, is this what you called what friends are for? I'm really tired. Tired of pulling and making us back to who we used to be. You guys just go ahead without me, because that will probably make both party happy. I'm really fine with not having friend from there. Because i realise i really spent too much effort and everything for you all. When you all just dont give a damn to it. Have fun guys, i wish you guys all the best okay. Seeyou next time when we are older. :)

Friends from school, we have graduated from GSS a few weeks ago. We are all going to different path next year. The right path or the wrong path. Life is gonna be hard on us, really hard. We are going the longer route. But we don't have a choice to choose anymore, we gotta bare this consequences and live with it. So buddies/classmates, i wish you all goodluck for your future and always be happy. Quarrels may happen in this 4years, but lets not just end this friendship like that. Lets be that united class and remember all the memories we have yeah. loveyouall. <3 p="p">