Its the second time of the day that i'm having moodswing. Haiz whats wrong with me lately. I feel upset very easily. K maybe thats one of the reason but its never good to say it out right, so its better if i keep it to myself. Ohwell its already feb, time flies really fast and soon n level will be here. After that, i only wish that i can go Korea and enjoy myself before starting my new year studying again. Although i don't have that positive mindset but life still goes on. Even before i wanna take this n level paper, i have been thinking if only i can stop studying right now, and get a job and earn money. Physics/chemistry is just killing me, coursework is really hard. Studies are getting harder and harder but what i can do right? If others can endure, who am i to not endure. I'm just taking the longer road, but i'm still like you guys.
To be frank, i always feel like an extra when you guys. I just hate that feeling that i tell myself that i'm an extra to you guys, and i'm always afraid that you guys will think that i don't have her thats why i go with you all. But really, my life now seriously sucks. One thing that i hate is, when you guys chat and when i look at you guys, you guys act normal. Am i like someone you can cheat/lie? Sigh, i know the story last year. But i really feel hopeless at this point. Haiz.
Labels: Ignorance is a bliss.
