Saturday, January 7, 2012
My mood now really sucks to the max. I feel as though i just fall from the top of the mountain. I feel as though i can never really feel happy for a long period of time. Its only the seventh day of 2012 and this is how i'm already feeling. How i expect to lead a happy 2012. )': I was at first motivated by Adrian and a little from Jackson. But right now i feel as though the motivation is all gone. Can i actually call Adrian and ask for his motivation all over again? If i can i want because i really feel motivated after what he say. Well i'm kinda feeling super depressed right now cos of some matters but i'm not going to let this affect me when school starts on Monday. What is meant to be it will be meant to be. Haiz i just envy Adrian his pay a month is like 25k to 30k, he don't even have to worry about money issue. Even if my pay is 7k, i'm happy enough. Thats why i should set Adrian as my role model, as someone i should learn from. Sigh, what is my life like that. Why am i leading such a hard life.Labels: Depressed.
