Since i'm feeling this way, there is nothing i can do to make myself feel better.

My work attachment just started yesterday,

and half way through work yesterday my body start to ache.

Suffered all the wayyyyy, good thing i have off today.

I hope it will be gone by tomorrow, cos i'm going to stand for the whole day.

And i hope i can make it and continue to work in tangs, so at least i can earn money.

Just scare i have to work on those days i have to go back school and also on christmas.

Its about time i need to start my revision for sec4, because time flies.

In like 7more months i will be taking my n level isn't it fast?

I wanna get a good grade and get into a good school.

I wanna take private O's.

I believe if i put in the effort nothing is impossible.

I'm seriously tired of everything, and i mean it EVERYTHING.

I put in so much effort in everything just to get a good outcome,

but never once i see it come out awesome-ly.

I'm not good in studies.

I have medical reasons, and ain't good at sports too.

Even if i take the chance to work,

i got myself injured, its just my first day.

Sometimes i really don't know what i'm born in the world for.

Its true that Peter Ho made me move on,

but it doesn't work all the time because it became like something normal.

I just envy those people that can smile and live their life

as though they don't have troubles.