Its Christmas eve todayyyyyy, yay ~ Okay in like a few hours time then it will be CHRISTMAS! I wonder what gifts do i have, hmm. Anyway today is always the last day of work for gift wrapping. Its the last day i should be trying to serve as many customers as possible but you know what? I avoided them. )': Okay most likely it will be hard for me to find back this same job again @ TANGS. As long as i'm a staff at TANGS, i'm fine with it. (: I've got a good news to tell you bestfriend! I got chosen to continue to work, cos i got the right attitude of talking to the customers said by Joyce. So i will be working on 26dec @ elephant parade TANGS. The good thing is i don't know anyone there. And i need to make friends all over againnnnn, sian! Needa find a time to tell Adam that i cannot work on 28 and 30dec cos i needa go school. -.- K maybe i can work like 2 plus 3 on 28dec, hmm. Like i said its christmas eve today, everybody was changing gifts. Eldrena came to sign that form and gave all of us cupcakes. So i had extra then i gave NAVA and the other guard. And in return NAVA gave me a chocolate! THANKYOU NAVA FOR THE CHOCOLATE, SERIOUSLY I WILL MISS YOU WHEN I'M NO LONGER A STAFF AT TANGS. )': WE SHOULD TAKE A PHOTO AHHH! Okay anywayyyy it was a great day today (:

Labels: Christmas Eve.

Da jia hao, wo shi vanessa ah. Hahah okay i don't know how to continue already. :X Yeah today is my off day, i change with catherine cos i needa go school for the sec1 registration. I slept like 1.00am plus and woke up at 6am plus. Wow 5hours of sleep is seriously not enough ah. After school when here and there to get things then slept at aunt's house, eat dinner then home. Okayyy gotta work again tomorrow. Just 2 more days and i won't be a staff from tangs anymore. )': I will really miss Amanda, Lay Cheng(maybe), the cleaners, NAVA, those kind and friendly staffs, Brian and many many more. But this are the few that i will miss. Ohwell of course i will miss NAVA the most, i don't know why but i just like disturbing him hahah. (: Those people at tangs are really friendly, they are really open and willingly to like smile every now and then. Okay i'm not trying to be racist or what, but those malay LADIES&AUNTIES seriously like -.-, you not happy with us just say ah. Why keep giving us a stare and talk about us, like NO LIFE YOU KNOW. Okay whatever it is, i will still miss those people that i mention up there.

Labels: Tangs staff i will miss you guys.

Hellooooo people! Hohoho okay, when school this morning for the briefing for tomorrow sec1 registration. Yeah this time round, i do something like registration again. K then mr sunir teach us do what blablabla then i rush off to work with catherine. I made it to reach at 12.20pm lucky mannnn. Open the door then i shout 'Nava' then i slide hahah yeah he saw. But the embarrassing part was when i slide pass the guy locker room, wen long was there! So did gift wrapping all the way. Then during break i saw Brian, its been like a long time since i last saw him. I know i don't like him, but its just that the feeling he give when i'm working at tangs. Its like he is the only permanent guy staff there that made me feel like i can joke with him. Then 9plus went for break then saw him again at canteen. Then went back and continue to work. I got 2 paper cuts today like wtf can! Okay i'm tired goodnight everybody.

Labels: Another day with a smile.

I'm tired of putting on that fake smile alright, i had enough. I'm the type that will only smile and laugh if that topic happens to be a happy topic or maybe when i totally forget about my sad memories at that point of time. I totally feel cheated, feel as though i'm being used to let that person forget about the other girl. Oh come on i do have feelings. You know what can really make me smile now? As in reallyreally give a real smile? The person is Brian, and i mean it. I didn't say i like him, i didn't say i have feelings for him, i didn't say i know him very well. But still he is the one that caught my eyes when i saw him the other day. I mean it i really don't like him, but he is that person that made me smile&laugh on 16/12/2011, Friday. And that smile is real, i can feel that i don't have to put a fake one. When he ask me where i was going i was totally shock because i didn't expect him to talk to me. I told him that i was looking for another cashier, but it wasn't real. The real reason is because i wanna see him and make myself smile again. Because i know when i saw him on 12december2011 at choa chu kang mrt platform. I felt as though that something just made my day. It's like so coincidence, we keep seeing each other on that day. But wasted he work at the second floor. ): Hahah i hope i see him tomorrow againnnn. I'm going to say this the last time, i don't like himmmm. I don't know why but whenever i see him at work, i will really smile and recall about the happy moments i had.

Labels: Know what is the reason that make your day.

15december2011 -
Met wen long then we go walkwalk then slack all then went work. Then during work had awesome memories with akasha, zarina & huiyi. Hahah the funniest is one of the tangs staff brought akasha and I to the store room then go out from another door then bring us in another room then in our heart we cursing and swearing at him. End up he treat us eat cake. Seriously but tangs staffs are all very thoughtful and friendly, expect for some. Hohoho (:

16decemer2011
It's fridayyyyyy, week is going to be over soon. Hohoho k I lost count of my how many days of work. But I'm happy enough that I being paid already. (: starting from today, I'll be working for 9hours30mins excluding break time, this mean I will warn $62 a day. Not bad ahhhh. :P k I'm early for work, waiting for Catherine to reach and bug food. I'm going to spend my morning tagging clothes. Every time when I'm morning shift I confirm wake up later then rush and end up being early. And this pants I'm wearing now, it's getting loser and loser. My shirt keep coming out, hahaha k.


Mr stitch, you saw that? Yeah i love you. <3 You know how i feel today, like seriously? I feel as though i completed a task i wanted to complete. After so long finally its done. Alright, your feeling may not be back. But i know if i'm always there for you, and touched your heart. Your feeling will be back. (: Boy, you know how happy i was when you ask me if i wanna go work with you tomorrow. You even plan to go shopping and take photo together. I was really very excited, but after li qing called me and told me that i need to go work alone, i suddenly sian diao. Although i feel honour they called me to be one of them. Can we go work together on Thursday? Sorryyyyy )': I know you were really excited, i was toooooo. But then this isn't the choice i could make. But i promise you, there will be more days that we will go work together. If you don't mind, who else mind. I just hope when Eldrena is back, your feeling don't be nasty to me and give me high hopes for nothing. Whatever it is, enjoy yourself now okay. (:

Labels: Mr stitch.

Boyyyyy, tell me why you didn't make the first step on that interview day? Tell meeeeeee why. You know if you said earlier, things won't be so troublesome now you know. You know how fast my heart beat just now when i saw you text? You know how happy was i tooooo? You know how much i hope your feeling will be like the past? You know how much i wish we could be together? Maybe its right that i'm slow, if i was fast this won't be like that already. But can you get back your feeling?Pretty pleaseeeee. ): You know how happy i was when you said you wanna meet me tomorrow? Or can we meet and go work together on Wednesday? (: Can you take Eldrena out of your world? ): Haiz god knows about it, i'll leave it to god. He will plan it for us, if things don't go right means we are not faded to be together yeah. I'm actually tired, i wanna sleep early. But when i saw your text about it, i no mood to sleep already. Hoi quickly reach home ah, i'm waiting for you to reach home. (;

Labels: Mr cutie.

Fcuk you jerk. Do we girls look like a barbie doll for you to play with? We have feelings like you do. We have scars, hurts and all. Don't use us just to tell the world you have a girlfriend, but you never loved her before because you look like a bloody idiot cheating girls feelings.

Labels: Moodswing.

I don't know why but suddenly I feel super sucky, feeling as though half of my heart is broke. I can always smile and laugh when I'm with someone, everyone may think that smile is real. Let me admit now can I? Im just laughing and smiling from the top of my heart, but not at the bottom. Because I know at the bottom of my heart, it's broken. I promise myself if he don't text me himself by Tuesday. I shall just give up and pretend I didn't know him from the start. Since we only started texting yesterday. And I was the one who keep the conversation going by asking questions. Only once, ONCE he said something that made me smile. Then the rest his reply is 'hahaha, okay, oh, no, yes' he didn't reply my text this afternoon, ohwell. Now this is what really matter to me. Cos I don't care if he look at me, day-dream at me or what. He may be having different thinking. Haiz. And I don't wish to know he is texting me because she is away then want me to accompany him. Because I don't want to give myself high hopes for nothing.

Hoi, I'm sorry if I let you down. Sorry if i wasn't a goodfriend to you. Sorry if I didn't success for making you smile&laugh when you are sad. Sorry if I gave you high hopes. I tried alot of times, and I mean it alot of times. I tried making myself fall for you. But it wasn't success. But I can say we still can be close friend. I know she is more important to you than me. There is nothing for me to say/do but to accept the fact, its okay. (; I wish you all the best okay bobo! I love you. <3

Labels: Broken heart.

Another day with two post in a day...

Labels: What a mood.

I'm finally back againnnnnnn, its my off day today ~
3 more days to end the work attachment, i just hope i get chosen so i can work and earn money. I wanna shopshopshopshop. I wanna save money for my Korea trip. I know it will take a long time for me to save money for my korea trip. But still i'm never going to give up, because i really wannnnnna go there. Now i know its not easy to earn money, all awhile i thought its easier than studying. I was wrong, studying is easier. I'm going to study real hard and get busary every year. This time round if i 'm able to work, i will give 40% of it to my mum, and keep the rest. Yeahhhh, when it comes to work. Thats not the only problem i face. THAT is also a problem i'm facing almost every working day. I have been trying everyday, trying to get more hints. And yeah yesterday was the day that i got the most hints, till now i'm still deciding if i should give up or carry on working hard for it. Because i always remember this line, 'you won't know the outcome if you don't try'. She can deny that she don't like him, but you know its true that she like him. Ain't you going to do something to and let the days pass like day? Seeing them text everyday, chatting as though like there won't be a ending. You know that he has a girlfriend, but she doesn't know. So you can at least do something now vanessa, before its really toooooo late. Sigh, i have been thinking and thinking for a solution almost everyday, and till now i still can't come out with a good solution. The plan i always use in the past is no longer a good plan, i need a better and a new plan, a plan that can really make things go well.

Girl, i know you are pretty. I know that you think you are awesome-est among us. Remember how many ex you have in the past, 20plus. Asking yourself, are they real love. Or you are just acting like you like them, but actually you don't. Sometimes i really think you should think twice.
I'm not saying this because i'm afraid i won't get him. I'm saying this because i don't want to see him breaking up with his girlfriend, just to go with you and end up being hurt.I believe all your ex broke up with you is because of that ONE reason. Why? If girls like to gossip then you go with boys make you feel better? Then why you don't wanna go free and flirt all around. One day you will still break up with your boyfriend because of that ONE reason. To me, you are just a work attachment friend i made. That one friend that i have throughout this attachment. I know you are pretty, have a limit yeah. To us you are pretty, but i can guarantee to a million out there you ain't pretty to them.



she had changed into someone else i don't wanna know. Or should i say all of the friends i have this year have changed expect for M. Well, i still like to thank you for helping me all this while dear. Iloveyouuuuuu. <3



During march, i remember i told myself i must do something before i leave GSS. And yeah, its all done by October? And its because of that, it slowly start fading. You will actually never understand how i feel during that period of time. But well, now i'm glad to say i've move onnnnnn. I never think that you are someone important to me already. Just simply a goodfriend to me? Sigh, you won't know how i feel every time when i see you and tried avoiding you.
Ohwell saying all this won't make you change right, so what for i say. But still every time when i see you chatting with that girl, my mood is trying to be nasty to me and make me feel lowwww.
I shall just say everything out so i won't have to hide anything anymore. I never like/love you before, its just the feeling that i like you but i don't. But i don't know why everytime i see you, my heart beat still beat really fast. K after saying everything out, i got a 50% of wanting you to read this. And another 50% of not wanting you to read this. Anywayyyy i hope you are enjoying yourself nowwww.

Once a bestfriend of mine, your birthing is in 12days timeeeee. I guess you are excited about it right! (: Because i'm always excited about it, i have already planned what i wanted to say since 14july. And can i now say i don't intend to send that text to you anymore. Because even till know i'm still troubled, thinking if i should text you 'happy birthday'. I know everybody is happy when its there birthday, and i also guess on that day you might be probably to happy and forget about me right? Its alright, when its time means its time there is nothing i can do. Since you wanted to prove to others that bestfriends friendship wont last, lets prove it this time round okay.
And i guess we can finally tell Haung Jian we quarreled. During this period of time, i always wish i have you by myself. So i could tell you all about it, like you know. When i'm happy i like to tell someone, to double the happiness. Now its too late, i would just like to wish you all the best in your life. And happy advice birthday.

Stitchhhhh, hmm be patience yeahhhh. Don't fall for her so fast, go slow. The longest you have to wait till is the 10dec. I know you are attached, i know the story. If you really love her, don't break with her. Last long, i believe the feeling both of you have is really strong. Its been 7months. Well i may not be as good as HER. But i know i won't be like her, because i don't have the thinking that she has. If you don't believe, you can wait and see. Know her personality before you start loving her. I'm not trying to be bhb, but seriously i'm okay if things don't go the way i want it to be. As long as you don't get cheated by her fake feelings its okay. Sigh whenever i think about the time you came work with her, and text her. My mood just go all the way downnnnnn, sucks. )': Sigh, its alright i will be patience and not be despo.

Labels: Emotional day.

Second post of the dayyyyyyy ~

Labels: Secondpostoftheday.

What a fcuked up day...

Labels: Screwed up day.

It's the second day of work! And yay I love today. <3 time flies really fast today, and guess what? Most of the time Catherine, Eldrena and I were talking about wen long. He is sucha cute&handsome guy. <3 okay although it's true that I'm a little jealous whenever Eldrena talk about wen long. She say she doesn't like him, but well you can see it. Heheh ohwell I'm just excited for work tomorrow :D I just hope that Malay guy & wen long work tomorrowwwwww! It's a kinda slacky job, although I get cuts and all very often but it still fun. And if holidays were longer I will want to work longer, cos the pay is awesomeeeeee! Hohoho lucky me, will be working with Eldrena for about 3-4days, can bond more with her! I HOPE wen long is on morning shift tomorrow, so we can go back with him and that Malay guy. I PRAY! Off on Monday! Although there are unreasonable people at work, people that think that they are the leader among us! WE still don't get a fcuk about them, and enjoy ourselves! Cos who the hell are you to order us ass! -.- GET A LIFE!

Labels: Workkkkky.

Suddenly feeling super lowwwwww, i don't know why but yeah.

Labels: I wanna be a happy girl with NO stress.

Vanessa See ShiQi
14july1996
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Greenridge Secondary School
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