Vanessa's

See this two bitch up there? (: Trust me there are really awesome, and they are good secret keepers. <3

Thankyou michelle baobei, for being there for me to complain to you about some people and also being such a good listening ear. Ni zhi dao wo ai ni ah. <3 We have been in the same class for 3years, and yeah we are moving to the 4th year soon. Time flies right heheh. (: Baobei, remember whenever you need help or a listening ear. I'm 24/7 here for you yeah. (: bestfriendforlife. <3

Thankyou joan xingan, for being there for me every single time when i needed your help. Thankyou for going through all those thick and thins with me from sec1. Eh bitch you better thank me for being friendly, if not now we also won't be closefriends i tell you. Yeah thankyou for listening to my complains, to my problems, my happy and sad moments and manymany more. If you want me to list them all out i don't have to sleep already. Hahah yeah thankyou for being there for me yeah. iloveyou, bitch. <3

Chatting with that bobo now, hahah its looks like i'm smiling to myself most of the time while replying that bobo. Sooooooo cute hahah. <3

Labels: Whatfriendsarefor.

Early in the morning the first thing i saw in facebook is that person is already in a relationship. Yeah that feeling really suck to the max now. Should i say i didn't regret not going to yesterday jamming night? Or can i say that actually i wanted to go because of him? Ohwell since its the fact then what else can i do other than accepting the fact. Vanessa remember life still goes on, without that fellow you still can be a cheerful girl. Just tell yourself that all the action he did is a false hope, all that just make you happy for nothing. Chats and all with him shall just be memories since they can't be erase outta my mind. Let me be honest and say yeah i dream about him last night, still hoping that i can find his twitter. But after i saw that post, my mood seriously was sooo screwed that i didn't wanna care about him anymore. I have to thank Syahirah, Michelle, Joan and Catherine for being there for me. Early in the morning my mood was screwed, and yeah they were the ones that cheer me up. Thankyou lovelygirls. <3 Yeah but still whenever when i think about that post, my tears just keep flowing down like as though there isn't tomorrow. People tell me to live my life to the fullest, and scream we are happy. I just hope this thing will be put to the back and not be sad about it later. Haiz, k i shall prepare my stuff now.

Labels: Saddestmoment.

This is the only photo i have that i think i look okay hahah!

Anyway yesterday is graduation day, tata it suppose to be a sad day but i can say it was my happiest day of the year. Duty as usual, and before i start my duty i told rose a wish that i wish could happen before i call this graduation day a day. Everything went well, took photo with a few seniors. But i didn't take with that bobo, ohwell. But i'm still veryyyyyy happy because i took with that person i wanted to take with. And although its just a sentence, it also made my day. Early in the morning and i saw it, it make me feel so happy. <3 tata i hope i will still see that bobo in school before o's. (: Andyeah, i got back my english, maths and chinese paper already. And i'm kinda happy with my maths and chinese result, i feel that i could have done better for english. ): Just hoping that my ebs, cpa and science can make it! This coming monday, tuesday and wednesday we will be giving out cupcakes, hell. I WANNA GIVE CUPCAKES NOT TAKE PHOTO. -.- Why must i do something that i don't want to do, and why must it all be sec2. Not fair at all. -.- Haiya anyway also none of my problem i'm not going to give a damn about it. I just can't wait for holiday, then i can relax and ignore about school stuff.

Bobo, why you so cute&handsome!?! Hahah anyway thankyou for making my yesterday and today. <3 Heheh at least my wish came true, just hoping that the other wish will come true too before you leave GSS. Anyway all the best for your o's, you can do it! (:

Labels: Thehappiestdayoftheyear.

We have enough of yesterday, lets start a new tomorrow.

My eoy exams are over, today was the last paper. Yeah everybody should be feeling happy because its time for them to enjoy and all. But i'm here suffering just because i can't get what i want. You know greed really leads to desire. Gah i shall just say what i feel and see how things goes. Going vivo city with my lovelygirls tomorrow, hopefully i will feel better after eating my fruit paradise. Shall take some nice photos tomorrow to update my instagram.

I'm tired of be cheated, i'm tired of living such a life, i'm tired of going through on this pain and all. I'm only 15years old and yet i'm already having so much problems. Imagine when i'm 30years old, isn't it going to be worst? Ohwell, i will leave my life to god and let him lead me where ever i should go. I don't wanna feel this way anymore, i don't want to be a part time friend for you. Its time to start a new life and stop recalling those fcuked up memories.

Labels: Greed leads to desire.

In a few more weeks, october will be gone and here comes november. I have been waiting for this month for a super long time. I want holidayyyyyyy, i hate schooling fcvking stress at all. Yeah its the exam week, but i still make the effort to blog just because of that jerk. Shall MAKE one whole paragraph for him.

Hey jerk, please note that you are ain't awesome that everyone wanna cling to you k. Everybody is using you. At first i thought you were a descent guy, a guy that i could share my secrets with, cry with you when i'm at my lowest, spend my leisure time with you, telling you my problem. Fcvk, i was wrong. I didn't know your true personality until that day, k wait. You know if you didn't like to receive more text then that, you should just fcvking hell don't text me at all. AND DON'T MAKE ME HAPPY FOR NOTHING. -.- Please k, you may be popular on just because a few of us go to you. But do you know that out of the 100% people out there, 60% of them talk bad about you, say how hopeless you are, how 'COOL' you are and all. Do you know anot? You don't right because you only care about those who cling to you. I treat you as my friend, a very close friend. But this is what i get then what for i continue and treat you kind. I should just treat you as a come&go friend, even though you don't really matter in my life already. And please, you wanna need about me or her. Be more specific eh, cos we DONT KNOW you are tweeting about us. Then what for act close to me if you are not. Don't only think that you are always in the right, reflect and know that most of the time is your fault. Let me say this the last time, you are no one in my life already. Without you life still goes on.

Vanessa, like many people has said. So what if he is like that, just let fate do its job. LIFE GOES ON.

Labels: Tiredofyourfcvkingtrick.