Vanessa's

Good evening everybody ~
It a really long day for me today, good thing there isn't english lesson today if not i confirm feel sleepy during lesson time. And also lucky i manage to ask mr fauzan to use his period to give out the shirts, and yeah. HE IS AWESOME MAN, HE GIVE US 20PAGES OF HOMEWORK!?! Had teachers' day rehearsal from 2.30pm til 7plus, i'm super tired right now. Going to bed sooooon, goodnight people. (:

Thankyou for everything helen, you are the best. ^^

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Goodmorning peeps! (:

You know what? Now my greatest wish is that i want this to pass slowly, as slow as possible. Second greatest wish is to have that on Thursday. Third greatest wish is not to lost contact with helen. YEAHMANNNNNN. (:

Next monday and tuesday no school, there is lots of advantage and disadvantage. Seriously, holiday at the wrong time cannnnnn. Its really going to be a busy week next week too. Wednesday rehearsal for teachers' day celebration, then Thursday is the actual thing. Trust me, just in a group of 10. I can't even sing, what makes you people think i can sing in front of the whole school, like seriously. Ohwell i should just go up and pretend to sing or something, and also i need a blue top soon!!!

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This post is just for you.....

Its the first day of the new week, this week seem like its going to be the most hurtful week. Yeah i started my monday quite awesome-ly. Thankyou for today, although we didn't talk much. But maybe fate brought us together, i have seen you quite a number of time today. And i took really a lot of courage just to say hi and talk to you. You know that no matter what, i'm always behind you supporting you in whatever you want to do. All the best for your learning skills, i really hope you will be an awesome person one day. Which a lot of people will like you, and no dislike from others. If you are missing in action for a certain reason, yeah i understand. All i want to say is all the best for your next few months. Don't forget our awesome promises, awesome memories and all. I will never forget them... And also i won't forget you just like that. Let me tell you that he is no where better than you. He won't win your position, don't worry k.

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Read those words in that photo and you will know why i am like that. Well i have past my days like nothing happened at all. But i really couldn't take it any longer since yesterday. Its already 21august2011, time fly as though nobody is living. Exam is over, now i'm waiting for my results i hope i don't get really bad results. I have been worrying enough about helen, and now adding more burden into it. Sigh.

Dear little helen, your date has come. You are about to leave, and its really near the corner. When you leave i can confirm there will be a little hole at my heart, waiting for you to close it. I volunteered myself because of you, and is this what i get in return? Even before that day you are leaving. Feelings do change every now and then.

Why must my life always be like this? Why must it always let me feel this way? Like i'm going to breakdown and cry out loud. I hate this feeling, i don't want to have this feeling. I just want to feel loved, thats all. Is it really that hard? ):

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You see that? Yeahhhhhh, read it 10times.

Goodmorning sir, goodmorning mam. My name is Vanessa and i am back in action. (: hahah yeahhh, its the common test week. 4papers is down, 1more to go. And its science(physics), thats like my weakest subject? :O Anyway i'm looking forward to the day that mrs chew is talking about and the record breaking andand teachers' day. I wanna start sowing it, i wanna start before its too late. Mdm chia PLEASE be free on Thursday can? (:

1sep to 4sep got effective communication camp? Why take away my Sunday? = = I wanna see lion siol. ): Sigh, why during their batch there isn't such thing. Then now suddenly so many, can next year then start all this programme? I don't like siol.

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