Vanessa's

I want those happy pills mannnnnn. ): Anyway yeah today is e-learning day, i woke up at 7.45am because mr fauzan say cannot do late. But end up i see so many people waking up late to do the work, argh i should just sleep till 9plus too. Now i'm tired, after doing the ebs. I shall go back to sleep since my plan for today is ruined. Haiz tomorrow still need to go back school for the stupid course or whatever. Worst still the instructor is Mr Sunir, i'm dead ah. Pray hard he don't aim to me tomorrow if not i confirm give him face. Suppose to go for the Zhenghua thingy after the course but i couldn't cos i got the NDP ticket.

Sometimes its never easy to be a leader, a leader that really has to lead on yourself. That feeling is like if you walk towards a wrong path, all the followers will go the wrong path too. I became a student council not because i think that i can 100% lead the school well, but i became a student council because i like to help out during event. And i always want to lead 1 or 2 followers at a time, not a big group of people. My weakness is talking in front of a crowd, but if really you were to force me to talk in front of a crowd. I got no other choice but to say this 'thankyou for letting me be a leader in GSS, although student investiture just pass. You can take my certificate back, i know myself best. If i don't want to talk in front of a crowd, no one can force me'.

Yeah excuse me bobo, i know that you are leaving soon. Take care of yourself when you are away k, remember to come back. You know we are waiting for you to me back yeahhhh. (: And yeah i'm counting down for you tooooo. Day by day my mood decrease, sigh.

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EH bitch joanny wong, thankyou for being there for me since sec1. Heheh friends for almost 3years already lehhh, although we did quarrel but we know we love each other alot. Thankyou for being my listening ear when i needed your help the most and giving me ideas. Thankyou for listening to my complains and all. ANYWAY don't shy ahhhh, you know Catherine and i love you thats why we buy you that bagggg. ((:

Thankyou CatherineKwekKaiLi for being such an awesome classmate, yeahhh although we quarrel a few times before. Its normal, all friends do quarrel. If i were to talk bad about you last time, yeah i'm sorry. Heheh but when time passes, we get closer and closer. Isn't it great? ((: hahah yeahhh, now i know you and joan can be trusted. Get ready to hear more of my secrets kkkk! ((: hehehe

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Hellooooooo people! ((:

I'm finally back teehee. Anyway went Marina Barrage with my july and december babies yesterday. We took about 2hours to cook and all in the morning then reached there around 3plus. Ohwell, i didn't really start that day with an awesome mood cos of some stupid reasons. We saw helicopter around cos of the NDP rehearsal, went back about 8plus. And reached home about 9plus, good thing my father came to lotone to pick me up.

I wanna learn how to fly a kite, i want that kite to go up super high. D:

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY VANESSA SEE SHI QI!

This is the day i have been looking forward to for such a long time, in 2hours time it will be over then i shall look for to another awesome day. ((: So far i had around 4 birthday parties and this year party was the best! Although it didn't go well at the ending but i still feel that this is the best party. ((: Thankyou everyone for the presents, birthday wishes and surprise. ((: And also those who stayed up late just to wish me happy birthday, thankyouverythemuchhhh! ((:

Early in the morning and i received 11messages from different people wishing me happy birthday, 3messages from whatsapp, and ALOT from facebook. If i would to list there name down, i will be dead! Cos there are too manyyyyyy, hahah yeah once again thankyou everyone.

NAUFAL AHHHHH!
Heheh thankyou for staying up late just to wish me happybirthday last night, and also that phone call. Touching you know! Hahah at first see all the wishes, my tears almost flow down. Then after the phone call you know, tooooooo touching until i cry sia! Hahah lucky all my family member asleep if not paiseh sia, i cry! hahaha yeah anyway that photo hahah my smile not nice ahhhhh! :P

Youuuu.
Thankyou for doing your part today, thankyou for wishing me 4times through internet, twice in real life. ((: FYI the last two feeling i was feeling before i left school was nervous and excited, yeah its all because of you girl. Thankyou for the photo too. ((:

Tag reply:
PJK: of course good ah! :P
Rere: heheh where got nice! ((:

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I'm finally backkkkk once again! Ohyeah in a few hours time it will be my birthday, wow finally mannnnn! Hopefully i have things going on tomorrow, i don't want to go back home immediately after school. I wanna have an awesome 14july'11!!! AND hopefully tomorrow assembly is entertaining if not haiz! Lucky student investiture day has been postpone if i will be in deep shit trouble. With this stupid toe, i can't even walk properly at times how to go on stage siol! Anyway yeahhhh i don't wish to receive birthday bash tooooooo! ((:

I wanna go Cambodia at the end of this year, haiz i'm afraid that no one will accompany me and also i don't want to be alone. And also i wish i could skip that interview or whatever. D:

This is for you Naufal. ((:

Hello rere! Hahah not bad ah, after loola camp then we became closer. ((: Anyway yeahhh you must have a positive mindset and also set your goals high ahhhh! You so good at playing drum and all, why you scare/nervous! Hahah you did a great job today, congratz for getting third bobo! ((: Tomorrow ah we take photo, special day for me you know! ^^

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Bobo: hahah actually right i also don't know! :P Anyway hahah yeah i had fun! ((:

Bryson: hahah where got nice!!

Thankyou guys for coming yesterday. This party won't be a success if you guys didn't turn up, yeahhhh! Thankyou guys for making my day. ((: I have been loooking forward to this party for like so long, and it just pass like that, fast or what! If only i can turn back the time and enjoy it more. Although i have been walking in and out alot times with this injured toe, its all worth it. ((: And also, thankyou everyone for the presents! ♥ I hope you guys had funnnnn! ANDDDD now i'm looking forward to 14july. ((:

Photos...

The rest will be uploaded in facebook on Thursday. ((:

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See that photo up there? Thats photo is taken in Taiwan, thats my family ohwell without my father cos he didn't go Taiwan with us. Yeahhhh, they were the one that really took care of me since young. My brother never fails to help me when i needed his help, and when i always wanted something. He would save up and buy for me, sweet or what. I ♥ my family.

This photo can really bring back alot of memories. The first two photos are the friends with me everyday. Six of us use to be a clique, we always meet up in the morning before going school. We had gone through alot together in class, when those boys wanna irritate me. They were the one that always help me to answer back and ask me to ignore them. If wasn't because of them i won't be here preserving. The third photo, yeahhhh those are the girls that i will hangout with when there is studentcouncil meeting or whatever. Meeting them in the morning before fall in is really great. The last group of friends yeah they are my church friends. Tricia, Xenia and Christine. I shared most of my stuff to Christine angang because she know who exactly the person i'm talking about is. She is the only that made me hold on and not give up so easily. Thankyou so muchhhh for being there for me. And of course there are other friends out there that are really incredible and made a difference in my life. I'm sorry, i don't have a photo with you thats why i didn't post. Oh to some, yeah we had a photo together but i'm tiring of explaining already. You know yourself is good enough.

Tomorrow is my birthday party, i should be feeling happy and excited but i'm not. I'm worrying about somthing. Haiz time please fly slow when we are together, and fly fast when we are bored k. Thanks.

OHMY i'm finally backkkk! Yayyyy 7more days to my birthday. ((: I have been waiting for this day like super long, and its finally getting nearer. 10july, i'm looking forward to you. Party please be an awesome one and don't disappoint me. I want to enjoy myself and forget all the sad stuff and be happy.

SHERYLTOH, don't give up on yourself okay. Do me this favor please? Just be happy and ignore everything, leave the rest of it to god. Let him do everything, fate will you lead you there. Seriously don't be sad okayyyyy, if he want to be like this. Be the strong one and face it, its alright. Things will be settled one day, i will continue tomorrow okay. Sleep well and don't worry much. This is a relationship, misunderstanding always takes place. And it takes two hand to clap, dont forget. I know the story, i heard from both side. I will do my part tomorrow okay, don't worry about me and his friendship. COS i worry more about your relationship with him. Dear girl, i promise you. I will be there for you whenever you need me. If you need a listening ear, you can always find me. I'm hereeeeeeee! ((: We continue tomorrow and monday okayyyy. iloveyou.♥

GOODNIGHT SHERYLTOHHHH, CHEERUP AH!

Labels: To my dearestgirl.

Once again i'm listening to 'Somewhere only we know'. Cos that song remind me about you, oh perhaps should i say it this way. There is tooooo many song that remind me about you. Yeahhh, that photo? You? Me? Ohhhh, haiz if only its true.

Its the first day of the July, yeah this July. Its the month that i have been looking forward to for a period of time. Finally its here, i'm happy, i'm excited yeah. But just because of what happen yesterday morning my mood is really like a roller coaster. When i'm with my friends, they make me laugh and all. When i see you in school and all. I just forget about that story and smile/laugh. But when i'm all alone, i start to think about it.

Who knows whats behind everything. Fuck, why am i feeling that jealously. Haiz i don't like this type of feelings, and i don't want to have them.